cripes

My mind has officially been blown.  I just, I got NUTHIN after reading this fic.  Seriously, I spent the past 2 hours doing nothing but sitting on the edge of my chair devouring every single word.

The Light of Munin (Masterpost)
Title: The Light of Munin
Rating: NC-17 (language, torture, sexual situations, angst up the wazoo)
Characters: Sam, Dean, Castiel
Pairing: Sam/Dean, Castiel/Dean (unrequited)
Spoilers: general through the end of S4, with some minor mythology discrepancies because I started writing this long before the finale
Genre: horror, apocafic
Warning: ANGST, intense, disturbing sexual situations (dub con at best, personally I'd put it closer to the non con end of the spectrum), graphic scenes of torture, secondary character death
Word Count: 69,467
Summary: Beyond the Apocalypse, beyond the Rapture, beyond the reach of memory ... How long can even the strongest love survive?

I don't even have the language for how much this fic is affecting me right now.  Seriously.  *flails*

Extra warning:  Do not read unless you have a good chunk of time (more than an hour) to spend uninterrupted.  Also, be very very very conscious of the warnings, because OMG...(but worth it, oh so very worth it)

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Guess who's got a Master Fic List????  That's right!  Me!  Witness it in all its glory:  essene's MASTER FIC LIST

I teensy part of me feels kind of vain to have one, but it makes total sense--collect all the fic in one place for easy reading or cringing purposes.

Damn, I wrote A LOT of fic back in the day.  *sigh*  Oh muse, what happened between us?  Can we fix it?  I'd love to write more...