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for [ profile] laurificus and [ profile] zubeneschamali's prompt of But it was Saturday night/I guess that makes it all right

Title: Keeping Company
Author: [ profile] essene
Pairing: J2
Rating: NC-17
Word count: 3,489
Summary: Amazingly, Jared listens to Chad and things don't go completely haywire.

A/N: [ profile] dancetomato is an amazing wife. Not only did she beta this, she picked up and wrote a scene when I said, "I just can't!" and saved the day.

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Fic Title: Never Tell

Artist: [ profile] nazarivega
Author: [ profile] essene
Fandom/Genre: RPS, Romance
Pairing(s): Jared/Jensen (side pairings: Chad/Sophia, Tom/Mike, past Tom/Danneel)
Rating: R-ish
Word Count: 12,000+ (OMG)
Warnings: sexual situation, werewolves, homophobia
Summary: Jensen Ackles moves to a new town that is not all that it seems.

Also on: AO3 (coming soon!)

I apologize profusely for the formatting, I forgot what a bitch LJ can be. I'll be back to fix it as soon as I can.

Author's Notes: I hadn't intended to participate in the [ profile] spn_reversebang this year, so I didn't initally claim anything, but soon regretted it.  I became an avid watcher of the pinch-hit comm and was so excited when this prompt came up.  I want to thank [ profile] nazarivega for making her lovely art piece that inspired this fic.  I wish that my muse had gotten on board sooner in the process; while I got the prompt in December my muse didn't decide to play nice until last week and then it decided that this prompt deserved an EPIC.  I dearly wish I could have given it that.  I can say that I have so many timestamps in my head right now, it's not even funny.  If only I had another week!

Anyway, although [ profile] nazarivega was pretty clear about what she wanted to see in the fic: "Underage, First Time, Homophobia, violence; Jensen moves to a new town full of werewolves, although he doesn't know that yet, and he starts at a new school where he mets Jared." I only delivered on maybe one of those things in all my spewing of words.  I'm so sorry.  You deserve MOAR.  I hope that you at least find a tiny bit of satisfaction in the story that's to follow.

Massive thanks to the ever-patient, ever-willing, ever-wife [ profile] dancetomato for listening to me whine, reassuring me that I could do this and beta-ing at the last hour.

Fic title stole from Violent Femmes.



Jared watched as the slightly bowlegged figure walked the length of the pool deck. He scanned the broad shoulders, narrow hips, and wondered idly what was hidden by the baggy black swim trunks. Dark, blue-tinged hair that was haphazardly spiked, in stark contrast to the fair skin covered with a smattering of freckles. As the guy walked closer, headed for the diving board, Jared could see eyes shadowed with smudged eyeliner--again, clearly slept in. Most suprising was the glint of metal coming from the guy's nipples: piercings. Not something you saw on a regular basis in small-town Virginia. He was intrigued.

"Who's the new guy?" Jared nodded toward the diving board as the guy climbed the ladder rungs.

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Part 2
essene_backup: (tv: Spongebob out of his pants)

If you are seeing this instead of actual posts, it's because you are not a friend of mine.  ::pout::

Fear not intrepid LJ user!  This can all change.  All you need to do is leave me a comment telling me why, in god's name WHY, you would want to be my friend.

When I get your comment, I will evaluate your statement, check your journal and friend you back! (I'll only be doing that because I can't let anyone who knows me in RL see some of my hidden super-secret inner workings.)

I will be deleting the comments from time to time so they don't get topply and unweildy.

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And the credit goes to... )

NOTE: I've been collecting graphics resources for over five years now, and I wasn't always as fastidious about credit as I am now. So if you see something I use, that you know is yours, please let me know so I can add you to the list.

PEE.ESS.: Huge kudos to [ profile] inkandchocolate who cleaned up my code. *kisses*

a fic! OMG!

Apr. 3rd, 2013 10:23 pm
essene_backup: (people: Jensen quirky hat and tie)
Title: The Motion of the Ocean
Author: [ profile] essene
Pairing: Jared/Jensen
Warnings: NC-17, somnophilia(lite)
Prompt: say please
Word count: 1,417
Disclaimer: Written after a long hard day of writing work crap.  Can’t vouch for the quality, but the boys are pretty!  Speaking of: NOT MINE.  More’s the pity.
Author's note: Thanks [ profile] dancetomato for your glancing beta.  It couldn't have held up to intense scrutiny.  ;-)

Dirty stuff behind the cut... )
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Title: Secrets in the Desert
Author: essene
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: J2 AU
Warnings: first-time, oral, knotting, purple prose, completely bizzaro AU world, un-beta’d  
Word count: 4,800+
Summary: To cement an alliance between house Padel and house Ackles, Omega Ja’red travels through the Great Waste to be bonded to someone he’s never met.

Written for [ profile] salt_burn_porn and [ profile] zuben_eschamali’s prompt: I want your leather studded kiss in the sand

A/N: I have never written anything remotely like this before (the name thing?  I just..don't even...), and I have no idea where the fuck it came from. I wrote it in the past 3 hours because my muse wouldn’t shut up about it. “shakes head at muse*

The heat was unbearable. Ja’red couldn’t fathom how the Sukkla could live in this oppressive environment. Gritty, shifting sand as far as the eye could see and air that baked one like the ovens in the city square back home. His entourage had been travelling for 3 days across the Great Waste and although they were nearly at their destination, it seemed as though they would never arrive. The landscape never varied, the gentle rise and fall of the dunes seemed to stretch on forever.

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Since I've gone and signed up for [ profile] salt_burn_porn (EEEeee!!!), I figured I'd better test my writing out and see if it still worked.  I took a meme from the ever creative [ profile] morrezela and I was off..

The Drill
1.  Write down the names of 12 characters.  The can be from the same show or a mix of shows.
2.  Open the meme.  You may now read the questions and my responses.
3.  Do your own with the list of 12 from step 1.

I stuck with all SPN.

1. Ellen 
2. Sam
3. Bobby
4. Jodi Mills
5. Victor Henriksen
6. Alistair
7. Chuck
8. Dean
9. Raphael
10. Ruby (makes no never mind to me which body you picture when you read)
11. Jo
12. Samuel "Grandpa" Campbell

WARNING:  There are some weird ass pairings in here.  Also, just pretend that the multi-verse theory is at work here…

Click if you want to see the wacky. )
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I've been feeling pretty...kinky lately and this came at just the right time. I want to get back into writing, so this seems a fairly good way to do it. I've got a whole year...should be doable, right?? kink bingo card image cardset1-447.jpg || row 1: | vehicular | plushie or furry kink | suspension | fucking machines | pegging / strap-ons || row 2: | drugs / aphrodisiacs | object penetration | bodily secretions | bondage (wrist / ankle restraints) | oral fixation || row 3: | medical kink | service | wildcard (icon #57 contains: object penetration, gags / silence) | electricity | pictures || row 4: | food | collars | voyeurism | tickling | held down || row 5: | bodies and body parts | in public | emotion play | mechanical / technological | breathplay This entry was crossposted from


Jan. 16th, 2012 05:34 pm
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Last night, I had copy-pasted the entry deets, and had opened the comment field to enter [Poll #1811327]
essene_backup: (people: Lady Gaga teeth)
Throw-away comments, they get you every time, don't they?  This is all [ profile] rhythmsextion's fault, even if she doesn't know it.

Who wants a knotting-bang? I'm thinking mini but if you're more disposed to big then I'm game. I'm willing to run it if enough people are willing to participate. Give me input.

Comments and poll results screened in case you don't want to expose your dirrty all over the place...

[Poll #1797575]

Though the poll and comments are screened, this entry is not friends-locked, so you can spread it around if you want.

Ahem, if you don't know what knotting is, here, have one of my favorite fics in this trope: Sure to Lure Someone Bad by [ profile] mistyzeo and [ profile] obstinatrix.
essene_backup: (GoT: don't mess with me (Dany&Dragon))
The requisite samples of what lays beyond the cut: Photobucket...Photobucket...Photobucket

clicky clicky )

Rules: Want. Save. Credit. Have. See other entries via [ profile] got20in20
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Entry for [ profile] got20in20


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Title: More than Words
for [ profile] spn_30snapshots  
Pairing: Jared/Jensen
Table: A Picture is worth a thousand words (which I started a bazillion years ago, but am determined to finish!)
rating: ADULT
Prompt: 16

Jared sits sprawled out low and easy in the distressed leather chair that faces the fireplace. Feet bare, his toes curl and uncurl in the deep pile of the New Zealand wool rug. His knees are splayed wide, framing the man kneeling between them--head bent, back bare and glimmering in the firelight. Read more... )

: I apologize for naming this after that horrid 90's song, I do...also, massive props to [ profile] dancetomato  and [ profile] popmusicjunkie for reining in my rampant SPAG and story gaps.
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 Went to see Wicked at the Kennedy Center last night.  Kinda hated it.  No really.  I liked the song Popular and the costumes.  I read a review that said it was a musical for people who didn't watch musicals.  I guess.  All I know it that the book (not the novel, which to be honest I never finished) was...full of plot holes and the lyrics were...trite and incomprehensible for most of it.  I liked the woman who played Elphaba more when she was just acting than singing (but that's likely because I didn't like many of the songs), and the guy playing Freyio was...terrible.  The woman playing Glinda did a great job being a Kristin Chenowith double.  My favorite was the woman playing Madame Morrible--great acting and singing from her, but that might be because I could actually hear her.  I did love the costumes.  

You know what would have improved it?  If it were a lesbian love story between Glinda and Elphaba.

At the end, there were several people crying (really????) and the cast got a standing O.  I just...bleh.  Did. Not. Like.

I think I need a good musical to clear my brain now.  Some of my favorites are: Kiss me Kate, The Book of Mormon, Sweeny Todd, Avenue Q, Into the Woods, or Fiddler on the Roof .

What musical do you suggest??  
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I'm currently in the process of importing all my entries and everything to Dreamwidth. I think I'm going to pack up my toys and go play there. this doesn't really mean a whole lot of change for you...I'll be cross-posting here, but my playing will all be done via DW.

I've got 11 invite codes if you want to come on over. Let me know.

Also, I've an account on aO3 now, so I'll likely be putting up stuff there soon (or whenever the hell I get to it) too.

OMG. I can't believe it. It's been almost 8 years (in 6 days it will be 8 years) since I started on LJ. Amazing. And a little sad. But like I said: CROSS POSTING. Yis.

By the by, I'm [personal profile] callaoressene over there.

Posted via LiveJournal app for iPad.

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 46 icons behind the cut, made for various spn contests.  Some were entries, most were alternates.  

Samples: ......

Rules: Want. Take. Have. Credit. )


Mar. 12th, 2011 06:53 pm
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 If you have, or  ever had any kind of feeling for me at all, you'll go write something for this.

 I mean, COME ON!  UNF. Who can resist this trope?  Not I, that's for sure...
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